My algebra grade was still on the rise, graduating from the depths
of hell, and was in danger of breaking into above-average territory. Mr.
Buttworst knew Roman would help me, but even he was surprised at my recent
performance. I was in uncharted waters here. The word student was never one I
would have used to describe myself and although it felt really good, in the back
of my mind I wondered if it was too good to be true.
Johnny sat next to me tapping his foot at a very annoying pace,
looking straight ahead with the look of a bull ready to charge. I didn’t even
ask. I was more concerned in getting some questions answered at lunch. I
hadn’t seen Roman since Friday. Sally hadn’t talked to Heather.
I didn’t get the chance. By the time I got to lunch Heather and
Roman were in deep conversation. They were sitting closer than usual. I just
sat down when the Killer walked up. I knew this wasn’t good news. Johnny
skipped the lunch line and came directly to our table. In a second, Johnny
picked Roman out of his seat and slammed the slim janitor against the wall.
Although Johnny was a good four inches taller than Roman, they were now eye
level. The Killer had him propped up, holding Roman up off the ground with his
arm sideways across Roman’s neck. I went from sitting to a dead sprint until
Brunno grabbed my arms. Heather stood up like a jack in the box but was sat
back down by Jack’s hand on her shoulder. The cafeteria went silent. People
stood on their chairs to get a view, some walked over to get a ringside seat.
Jack and Brunno had their stupid little smiles on. I wondered if their faces
would eventually get stuck like that.
At first Johnny was smiling too, his face an inch away from Roman’s,
but the more he talked the more the smile faded. Roman just hung there, not
wiggling or trying to get free, arms steady against his side, eyes unblinking.
Johnny spoke so softly that even in the silence I had to turn my ear to hear.
“I’m not going to do anything to you here. I know before I could
give you the ass whippin’ I’d be happy with, the teachers and your janitor
buddies would be all over me. But I’ll have my chance soon enough. I go to bed
every night dreaming about it, doze off in class thinking about it. I’m calling
you out. I’m calling you out to the Hollow.”
A gasp went through the crowd.
“On Halloween. That’s two days from now in case you don’t know.
Two o’clock. That gives you plenty of time to get out there. I know you
wouldn’t miss your sorry ass job to fight me. You can wear your janitor outfit
or a clown costume for all I care, but know this—you will be there and I will
fuck you up.”
The second Johnny finished his sentence the prison guards were on
him. As they took him away he held up two fingers and mouthed the words “you’re
mine”. I yanked my arm away from Brunno. Roman sat down in his chair like
nothing happened. The cafeteria began to swarm again. Our table sat in silence
for a good five minutes. Roman didn’t hesitate to start eating his applesauce
again. I wanted to say something but was at a loss for words.
Roman finally spoke. “What’s the Hollow?” He continued to eat
throughout the conversation.
Heather hesitated at first and then said, “Hawthorne Hollow
actually. It’s a dry riverbed on my great grandpa’s old property. We don’t own
it anymore but people still call it Hawthorne Hollow, the Hollow for short.
It’s out in the country about five miles northwest of Collingston.”
“People go out there to fight,” I cut in. “Because it’s real
secluded and the cops won’t be able to break it up in time, even if they did
hear about it. People have used it for decades; hell all our dads and grandpas
have stories.”
Scotty spoke up, “My granddad said he seen a guy get killed there
one time. Big Jim Geoffries threw one punch and killed the poor bastard. It
knocked his nose up into his brain. They supposedly buried the guy right there
in the Hollow.”
I knew the story well. “Big Jim fought the guy because the guy was
screwing one of his daughters. The police never did a thing, even though they
knew. We could go on for hours with these kinds of stories”
Roman seemed unimpressed.
“Are you gonna go? You gonna fight him?” I asked.
Roman paused staring into nowhere. “No,” he said.
The table was silent again. The only one happy to hear that news
was Heather.
I broke the silence once again. “I know you don’t want to fight him,
hell I wouldn’t want to either. He’s never lost a fight, and most of his
victims walked away because he allowed them to. He could have killed every one
of ‘em if he wanted. But win or lose, you could end this thing once and for
all. You could end it in two days.”
Roman looked me directly in the eye. “If I go and fight him, he’s
already won.”
II
Roman ate supper at Carl’s that night—the dirty carp we caught.
Carl had fixed it up, supposedly cleaning the mud vein out. I would have never
eaten that shit, because I heard how bad it was, but also because I thought half
of everything that came out of Carl’s mouth was bullshit. Roman tried it
without hesitation. He trusted Carl, maybe more than he trusted anyone. Later
Roman assured me it tasted good. Like cod he said.
After their meal, Roman and Carl sat in his living room, listening
to a call-in program on the radio. Countless callers claimed they had either
seen an alien or been abducted. The host of the show agreed with everyone.
Carl listened with fascination drinking one beer after another. Roman sat in
silence with other things on his mind.
Carl peered through the candlelight at the janitor sensing his young
friend was troubled. He turned down the radio and drank again.
“You look as though the bear stole your honey pot. What weighs on
your mind fella?”
The prepared mind is not often taken off guard, but Roman snapped
out of his trance, surprised by Carl’s observation. He wiggled his way up from
being slouched over to a more proper sitting position.
Carl took a big swallow of beer and turned the radio completely off,
interested in what troubled his young friend. He waited as a patient
grandfather, gray and all.
“Just some silly school stuff that’s all.”
“A mind such as yours is not pestered by gnats in the night air.
I’m sure ‘tis not. Some fellas tryin’ to get at ya?”
“Yes,” Roman responded. “I’ve taken more mental abuse from this guy
than most people take in a life time. After everything I’ve been through it’s
actually comical. I’ve shrugged it off this long and I’m confident I can do it
for as long as he keeps it coming. I just think if I fight him I’ve already
lost the battle.”
Carl picked up the pipe from the stand next to him, put it in his
mouth, and lit it. “A better man than I, you are,” he said as the smoke rose in
front of his face. “After they shot Jack and LBJ took over, they sent us fellas
across the Pacific. I had been over there once with Korea. Three hundred men
sat underneath me; some looked like they were only days past the teat. We
killed innocent people, and we killed them that were far from it. When we came
back, they spat on us. A man asked me at the Tavern one time, was I sorry we
fought a war we didn’t win. Sorry I said? No I wasn’t sorry we fought. I was
sorry the day we left this beautiful land. We lost before we ever landed on
that rice cake. But did we fight? Ah, we fought hard. Was there a good reason
to fight? No I say, but sometimes you must stand and fight nonetheless.”
III
The next night, D-day eve, I got in bed around ten and stared at the
ceiling for two hours. I wanted to talk to Roman and see what he was thinking.
I told Pops I couldn’t sleep and was going to do some studying at Roman’s.
Heather must have had the insomnia too, because she pulled up the
same time I did. Roman was walking down the steep hill toward his house. We
waited, not saying a word. The reason was understood why we were both there.
The three of us walked up to the porch. Roman got out his key, but before
inserting it, noticed the door was ajar. He pushed it open.
The living room looked like the aftermath of a tornado in a small
Oklahoma town. The floor was covered with torn out pages of Roman’s books to
the point you could no longer see the polished hardwood floors. The unread
books that were usually neatly stacked in the corner were dispersed across the
room. The couch was overturned, the bed mangled in every direction. Heather
covered her mouth. I looked at Roman. He was still as calm as the lake at
sunset. He looked around the room, slowly taking in the destruction of the
place he called home.
In the second room the bookshelves were overturned—dominoes that
clung against each other and then the wall. There were a few books hanging for
dear life to the edge of the shelves, but the majority lay on the floor.
I don’t think any of us noticed at first because we were fixed on
the number of papers on the floor, but finally Heather pointed toward the wall
where what was left of Roman’s bed lay. Sprayed in black paint over the wall
and the baseball cards were the words “faggot janitor.” On the wall to the
right of the front door were the words “fuck you.” Directly in front of us
where the couch used to sit, in giant letters spanning the length and width of
the wall was the word “tomorrow.”
“I can’t believe Johnny would do this. It’s low even for him,”
Heather said.
“One person couldn’t do this by himself,” I said.
“Jack and Brunno,” Roman responded.
“They set out to ruin every single card didn’t they, Roman?” I said
looking at the graffiti.
“They may have set out to ruin them, but they didn’t,” he answered.
“How could they not be ruined?” Heather asked for both of us.
Roman walked over to the wall with the “tomorrow” and touched it.
“Paint is already dry.” He pulled one of the cards off the wall. The plastic
it was encased in was completely black. He reached in the casing and pulled out
the card, which was in another clear plastic sheath. He peeled back the second
sheath and held Sandy Koufax in his hand. The card was in the same condition it
was the day it came out of the factory. “I triple wrapped them. There’s no way
the paint seeped through all the layers.”
I let out a sigh. Heather didn’t seem to be so relieved, but she
also didn’t know that Roman’s walls were made of money.
Roman walked over to the door looking at the splinters on the
floor. He rubbed the spot where the doorframe and the doorknob mechanism met.
“How’d they get the door open?” Heather asked.
“Probably pried it with a crow bar or something,” I responded.
“No,” Roman said. “There was some force behind this. One of them
put a shoulder into it several times.”
“Mother fuckers,” I began. “Really got some balls breaking in the
front door don’t they.”
“Too often ignorance is mistaken for courage,” came a voice from the
porch.
Carl walked through the doorway, with his shirt torn across the
chest and his green pants smudged with mud at the knees. Dead fall grass hung
from his long gray goatee.
“Three of them there were,” Carl said seemingly unharmed. “I saw
the bastards leaving and decided to ask them what the hell they were doing. The
cowards took off running so I chased them. Caught one I did.”
“You caught one. Whadja do with him?” I asked.
“I gave him a few good wallops and then drug
him back to the house,” Carl responded.
Roman gave a brief smile, like he wasn’t surprised at all. “Where
is he now?”
“I’ve got the little prick down in the basement.”
“What did he look like?” I asked in disbelief.
“There was a big tall one, a real skinny one, like our friend here.”
Carl nodded toward Roman. “And a stocky one about your height Tony. He was
slower then the other two. I ran to the side of him and tackled the son of
bitch like one of those line backers.”
The image I got from the story short-circuited my brain. Here was
Carl, a man at least in his seventies, fragile looking, lucky to be a buck fifty
soakin’ wet, wearing galoshes, not only chasing down but also taking down a
nineteen-year-old kid who just happened to be the state runner-up in wrestling
last year. I shook my head hard back and forth trying to come back to reality.
“Let’s have a look at him,” Roman said.
IV
Carl opened the basement door and pulled on a chain, illuminating
the wooden stairs. “Careful mind ya, these little boogers aren’t the
sturdiest.”
The stairs cracked and creaked on a couple of occasions. I felt the
weight of my foot press the board below to the point just before it snapped.
The basement was a junkyard. Box after box cluttered the floor, and unlike
Roman’s books, there seemed to be no sense of order. A rusted bicycle with two
flat tires sat in the corner. A stop sign hung from one of the walls, pink
instead of red from the fading by time. A pile of contraptions lay cluttered
with the boxes. The ones I could make out—an antique sewing machine, a
typewriter, and a pair of ice skates that Abraham Lincoln himself might have
worn. They were all covered with dust and cobwebs. At the far end of the room
the junk seemed to recede a bit giving way to a large glass box. Inside the box
were smaller wooden boxes with several wire screens inserted vertically into
each. I meant to ask what they were, but a sight to this day I’ll never forget
caught my eye—Brunno sitting in a chair with his ankles duct taped as well as
wrists and mouth, and his hands laying in his lap. The streams of tears washed
away the blood that soaked his face in the corners and under his eyes. No sound
came from his mouth because it was taped shut, but Brunno was balling like a
little baby. Roman walked up and yanked the tape off his mouth. The sound was
like the tearing of thin cloth. Brunno closed his eyes, his chest pumping hard
for oxygen.
“Damn Carl you worked him over pretty good,” I said.
“A little accident,” Carl began. “I strung him up in the living room
and laid him down at the top of the stairs. In my old age I didn’t have a plan
to get the son of bitch down to the bottom, so I gave him a brief nudge. He
rolled a lot faster than I thought he would.”
“What’s that smell?” Heather asked pinching her fingers against her
nose.
I lifted my nose, sniffing in all directions. The rank smell led me
to the heap sitting in front of me. “ Oh man, the asshole shit his pants. No
pun intended.” I smacked Brunno on the back of the head.
“What should we do with him?” Roman asked, looking at Carl.
Carl produced a switchblade from his pocket. A click of the button
and the blade was exposed. “I think we should kill the bastard.”
Brunno’s cry increased in volume.
“He’s the same age as us Carl,” Roman said back.
“And old enough to know the difference between right and wrong,”
Carl countered.
“Actually,” I butted in. “He’s a year older. Brunno flunked third
grade. Right asshole?” I slapped the back of his head again.
Brunno swallowed hard, trying to regain composure. “P-p-p-lease
Tony, Roman, don’t let this crazy fu-fu-fu-cker kill me.”
I head popped Brunno one more time. “Shut up, you big goof.”
Roman bent down so he was eye level with Brunno. His hand lifted
Brunno’s baby-faced chin, so he could see Roman’s eyes. “I am going to give you
a simple true or false question Brunno. If you answer right, we’ll let you go.”
Brunno didn’t seem to be too thrilled by the idea, but he didn’t
have a choice. Let’s face it on the list of things Brunno was good at,
answering questions would have never even be on the page. Nonetheless he
focused on Roman’s face like he was trying to answer a question on a college
entrance exam.
“True or false, Brunno will not be at the Hollow tomorrow night at
two AM.”
Brunno cried hard and lowered his head. “True,” he whispered.
Roman nodded toward Carl. As if he read the janitor’s mind, Carl
walked up to Brunno, holding the blade outward. Brunno tried to squirm away in
a pointless effort, shaking his head back in forth. Carl bent down cutting the
tape first on Brunno’s ankles, then on his wrist. Brunno sat in the chair in
relief.
“Get the fuck out of here.” I slapped him one more time for good
measure.
Brunno shot out of the chair, like a bull being let out of the
gates, stumbling over stairs and missing others all together. I could almost
hear the shit swishing in his pants.
“Do you need a ride to the Hollow tomorrow?” I asked.
“No,” Roman replied. “Just tell me how to get there.”
I told him.
V
Halloween at Collingston High was like most schools I imagine. If
you wanted to dress in a costume, you could as long as you didn’t break any of
the precious school dress codes of course. A couple of dumb asses would always
get sent home. Hookers and the like were still frowned upon. There were the
usual Freddies and Jasons walking the halls. For most students, like myself, it
was just another day. Some teachers like Mr. Buttworst gave out candy. Hard to
believe that candy at this age of our lives could spice up the day.
There was a little extra vibe in the air, not because of
trick-or-treaters, or jack-o-lanterns, but because of what was to happen later
that night. The battle lines drawn, the majority on Johnny’s side, a handful of
us loyalists on Roman’s. The only thing left now was time. It was in the hands
of fate, and with each tick of the clock we came closer.
I felt pretty good about the situation until I sat down at lunch.
Roman wasn’t there. I used the pay phone in the cafeteria to call him. No
answer. Our table, the table that over the last month or so had grown into a
good group of friends, the table that stole some of the lost souls away from
Johnny, was now withered down to two—me and Heather. Sam Peterman, Pick,
Scotty, the cheerleaders all jumped ship. So much for the loyalists. I
expected Pick to pull his usual disappearing act, and I guess I wasn’t surprised
at the rest of them. Everyone wants to be standing with the winner when the
smoke clears. The only bright spot was that Brunno wasn’t at school. He
probably figured it best to stay away all together. He could always tell Johnny
that he was sick.
“I guess it’s just me and you today sister,” I said with my best
fake smile and confident voice.
Heather was a visible wreck, no make up and hair pulled back. She
played with her food the entire lunch period, speaking only when spoken to. “I
don’t want him to go Tony. I know he’s good. I know he’s smart. But the odds
are stacked too high. Johnny’s gonna have everybody there teaming up against
him.”
Heather’s words hit home. “He’ll be fine. Even if he gets his ass
beat, this thing will be over tomorrow. Johnny just wants to stay high on his
pedestal that’s all. Once he proves himself, he’ll be happy. I just hope Roman
shows.”
“I don’t,” Heather said.
I fought the temptation to skip the rest of the day and go to
Roman’s, reminding myself that it was his fight, and he would handle it the best
way he knew how. After school the Pinto took me over there. Nobody home at
Roman’s or Carl’s. My stomach began to hurt. It was out of my hands now
though.
VI
The forecast was for rain, but the full moon seemed to pick the
Hollow as the only spot on earth it wanted to brighten. It shone overhead,
cloudless, as bright as the lights that lit Collingston County Stadium. Maybe
even the moon wanted to watch this one.
Dead trees hung over the Hollow at an angle, the long ragged fragile
fingers of a thousand skeletons, shielding us from the rest of the world,
opening up only at the top for the moon. The dry riverbed went on for miles in
either direction, its floor like cracking pottery clay. The Hollow widened at
one certain point, becoming at least fifty yards wide, the point where the
decades of scores were settled. The embankment, steep and high on both sides
created almost a bowl effect, like the Coliseum in ancient Rome. And although
there were no lions and tigers tearing the flesh from slaves who wanted only
their freedom, there were gladiators tightening their armor and warming their
muscles.
The Pinto got me there at one thirty, a good half hour before the
fight was supposed to begin. I parked a half-mile away. That was just about as
close as a vehicle could get, because of the forest. After the longest walk of
my life, I stood at the top of the Hollow. The sight below me was something to
behold. I thought I was early but at least two hundred people were already in
attendance, filling both hills and the north side of the riverbed. On the hills
people sat or leaned against the dead trees. At the bottom they stood, bustling
about, talking in a theater before the opening credits started to play. Because
of the crowd it took me several minutes to get down the hill. Once there, I
scanned the crowd getting a read on the situation. Roman was nowhere to be
found. Johnny was standing at the front of the crowd. In back of him stood his
small army. By their look I counted between fifteen and twenty guys that were
there for Johnny. That was actually about ten more than I thought. Johnny had
really rallied the troops this time. Jack stood to his right. Left of the
center, facing Johnny were familiar faces—Heather, Sally, Scotty, Sam, Pick, the
rest of the cheerleaders, and a few other seniors that I recognized. My heart
was pounding even though all I had to do was watch. I walked over and stood
with them at the front of the crowd. I continually looked at the top of the
hill on both sides, hoping to see a shadow, a dark figure, anything. Several
times I thought I saw Roman. Several times I was wrong. It began to mist.
Johnny stepped out in front of the crowd, his face blue from the
moonlight. “Can I have your attention please? Please, let me talk.” Johnny
raised his arms up and put them down several times, his palms facing the clay of
the riverbed.
Eventually the chitchat, the laughter, and the waiting stopped. I
could feel the cool breeze blow against the back of my neck. It was in the
fifties but felt much colder. A shiver ran down the length of my spine, ending
at my toes. I scanned for Roman, again in vain.
“By my watch it’s two o’clock,” Johnny the Killer said.
I looked at my own, finding Johnny was about ten minutes fast.
“The janitor is a coward my friends, he’s as yellow as that fucking
bird we used to watch on Sesame Street. I called him here out of respect
between two men, giving him a fair chance to prove that there is something
between his legs other than a mop stick. But instead he spits in your face as
well as mine. He mocks us by not showing. My friends I’m sorry to say the
janitor is not coming. He never was.”
The entire crowd, except the group I was standing with, booed. Even
though we needed boots on because the shit was getting deep, Johnny’s speech was
very well spoken. Ironic that in normal life he was a babbling idiot, but in
competition and violence he was a poet. He held his hands up, quieting the
crowd once again. He gave Jack a nod and immediately the right-hand man was by
my side with several others of Johnny’s soldiers. They grabbed me and took me
out to where Johnny was standing. Half way there I broke loose of their grips
and walked on my own.
“I’m not one to waste your precious time,” Johnny preached again.
“There will be a fight tonight. Tony, who was a good friend to me growing up,
has stabbed me in the back. He’s taken up with the piece of shit janitor
instead of the brother that stands beside him, and because of it Brunno lays
broken in bed at home, from an ambush he suffered at Tony’s hands.”
The boos echoed again in the Hollow.
Heather yelled over them, “That’s bullshit and you know it Johnny.”
The Killer ignored her.
The moon still provided light, though the mist was turning to
legitimate drops of rain.
Johnny spoke louder to combat the sound of the water. “Friends I
know that he will not take the place of the janitor, not even close, but I ask,
do you want to see him pay?”
The crowd roared with approval, “Kill him, kick his ass Johnny, do
it for Brunno”. The chants went on.
In the pit of my stomach I finally understood how Jesus felt when
they let Barabas go. I looked at my watch. Still five minutes until two.
I looked frantically.
No Roman.
Before Johnny did anything, I charged wrapping my arms around his
waist. We fell to the ground. I lifted my fist, but before I could lower the
boom, Jack kneed me in the back. A second later, Johnny’s goons were all over
me. They worked me over—kicking and punching—until Johnny got to his feet. I
stood up only half the man I was before. My right arm was useless. I threw a
left. Johnny leaned back and when he saw I had no right to go with it, the
onslaught began. In a matter of seconds I was on my knees in front of Johnny.
He held me up by the neck of my shirt, delivering blow after blow to my face.
My eye sockets throbbed.
Heather somehow managed to slip through the wall of Johnny’s
soldiers. She grabbed Johnny’s right arm. Without turning he backhanded her
with a closed fist, knocking her backward at least three feet. In my daze, I
still heard her head thud against the ground. Sally and the other girls pulled
her off to the side. Johnny gave her a brief look of regret.
Johnny let me fall to the ground and then the kicks began. Kicks to
the stomach, the chest, the legs, one to the chin. At one point I heard him
say, “You know, it didn’t have to be this way.” I was sure one more kick would
have ended me. And then there was a voice.
A voice that screamed, but was so far away I could barely hear it.
“I’m disappointed you started without me Johnny.”
I lay in the dirt, which was quickly turning to mud. Between the
blood and the rain drops in my eyes, my vision blurred, but a hundred yards down
the length of the Hollow, stood the dark silhouette of the man I had been
looking for. Roman stood in the moonlight casting a shadow in front of him. I
tried to turn my head toward my watch but only my eyes responded. I shook off
the raindrops as best I could. My watch read two o’clock.
“You’re not a very good host, telling a person one time, and then
starting before,” Roman yelled.
“Kill this mother fucker,” Johnny said to the boys.
They took off down the Hollow in a dead sprint. The night had
cooled considerably and their breath rose in the moonlight and rain. My count
from before was off quite a bit. There were at least thirty of them, filling
the width of the ravine, stampeding like buffalo over the open range. Johnny
and Jack jogged behind like cowboys ushering in the heard. People on the hills
filtered down, and the crowd slowly began to follow. Scotty and Pick scooped me
off the ground by my armpits, throwing my arms over their respective shoulders.
As we moved, my feet drug in the mud.
Roman stood with his arms loose, hanging to his sides, unmoving.
The herd gained momentum. Fifty yards away Roman stood his ground. Rocks and
sticks were picked up off the riverbed, as the horizontal line of soldiers ran
closer. Roman stood his ground. At thirty yards the width of the Hollow
decreased substantially, cutting the distance between the two sides to about
half of what it was. The herd adjusted, becoming three rows, instead of one.
Roman stood his ground.
The attack was close now and looked to devour the janitor. Roman
stood his ground. Snarls and grunts of anticipation came from the pack. Some
last minute yells of encouragement and camaraderie could be heard throughout,
like the ancient chants of centurion soldiers. Twenty feet away Roman stood,
unmoving. Just when the slaughter was at the point of no return, the legs of
the mass were cut out beneath them. The front row tripping to the ground, the
second row falling on top of the first, and the third row smashing both
underneath. Johnny and Jack stopped in the confusion. They watched as their
hand picked army crumbled in front of them. The stones and dead tree branches
flew in the air at the sudden stop, landing not on Roman, but on Johnny’s
troops.
Roman skipped school not because he was a coward but to prepare his
defense. He fastened a length of metal cable from one side of the Hollow to the
other. Though it was thin and invisible at night—especially to a bunch of
sprinting adversaries—the cable was stronger than any rope or string could ever
be. Roman had set it up where the Hollow narrowed, forcing Johnny’s thugs into
a bottleneck, ensuring that it took out all of them.
And take them out it did. When they hit the cable at that speed,
their momentum went from full speed to full stop, much like a car hitting a
brick wall. The cable was less than a foot off the ground, positioned to catch
the brood between their ankles and their knees. The trampling sound echoed
though the Hollow, along with heads cracking together, and primitive weapons
thudding against bodies. A couple of guys on the first line, were running so
fast that when they hit the trip wire their momentum kept them rolling like
bowling balls.
Out of the thirty, not one was left standing. Roman’s trip wire had
done what it was put in place for. After Johnny’s troops awoke from the initial
impact, they did several things: some ran as well as they could, for the hills
and their escape, others were too injured to continue and crawled off to the
side. When the chaos cleared, there were only five of Johnny’s members left
willing to fight. They charged as well as they could, stumbling mostly. Roman
walked into the melee, blocking punches, sweeping legs out from under them,
using their force against them, sometimes misdirecting movement smashing two of
them together, ducking and weaving in and out, catching arms and flipping the
aggressors over his back. When it was over two of them limped off, three of
them crawled. Roman made quick work of it, never throwing a single punch.
Johnny and Jack walked over the tripwire. Johnny gave Jack a shove
in the back as if to say it was his turn. Jack walked up, still with a smile on
his face.
“All right janitor it’s...” Jack started as he took a step forward.
Those were the only words Jack got out. Roman gave a quick kick to
Jack’s knee buckling it instantly. There was a loud pop. Jack’s kneecap was
now in the back of the leg where the crease is, instead of in the front. He
grabbed it, yelling in that high-pitched yelp of his. It was dislocated for
sure, if not broken.
The rain was coming down in sheets now, but instead of the crowd
leaving, they formed a circle, putting the two fighters in the middle. The
chants and cheers were silent. Everybody’s eyes concentrated toward the
middle. Only the rain made noise. Roman’s head was steaming from the heat he
generated. He took off his flannel and dropped it to the mud. Roman’s white
T-shirt was soaked and stuck to him like painted on body art.
“I can’t think of a more fitting end for you,” Johnny said, his face
red with anger.
Roman said nothing.
Johnny put both fists up and charged.
His strong right came overhead. Roman moved into it, blocking with
his left arm, and returning three quick blows with his right. Blood shot from
both of Johnny’s nostrils from the first punch. The second punch knocked his
wind out. The third smashed his scrotum. Johnny staggered gasping for air,
trying to decide between holding his nose, lungs, or nuts. Johnny’s four-inch
height advantage eclipsed Roman, but it made no difference. Roman backed a
couple of steps away, arms at his side. Johnny walked around like an ogre
holding himself. When he regained his oxygen, Johnny charged throwing another
right. A second later Roman had Johnny’s arm twisted behind his own back. He
walked Johnny a couple steps forward, and then tripped him. They fell, Johnny
smashing against the ground, and Roman on top of his back. Keeping hold of one
arm Roman lifted Johnny’s head and repeatedly squashed into the floor of the
muddy Hollow. Roman jumped off to the side. Johnny lay face down for several
seconds in the mud. Finally he got to his feet, wiping the mud from his eyes.
Roman stood with arms down giving Johnny a chance to give up. The Killer
refused. And as if out of ideas and desperate, he ran with both arms
outreached, maybe in attempt to strangle the janitor. Roman met him with an
upper cut that snapped Johnny’s head back so far I swore the top of his head
touched the middle of his back. The Killer did not fall though. Roman
continued with a tornadic flurry of punches and kicks so quick it would have
taken a high-speed camera to capture them all. Each punch and kick, stronger
than the last moved Johnny from one side of the circle to the other. Roman
ended the bombardment with one with one final upper cut. Johnny fell on his
back and Roman landed on top of him. Both of them were unmoving until Roman
crawled up the Killer and straddled his stomach.
Johnny the Killer lay motionless in the mud with his right eye
swollen shut. Blood gushed from his nose and showed on his gums above his
teeth. His good eye flickered with the rhythm of the raindrops.
“Finish it,” he said to Roman. His voice was soft and broken.
Roman clinched his right fist raising it to the sky. Johnny could
see the moon behind it.
I still hung between Scotty’s and Pick’s shoulders, my legs unable
to hold my weight. It took all of my energy to speak. “Don’t do it Roman.
Don’t do it.”
Whether it was my voice or the tears coming from Johnny’s fading
eye, Roman unclenched his fist and rolled off of the Killer.
The crowd began to disperse and by the time there were only a few
left, Johnny continued to lay in the mud. Jack lay thirty feet away, still
writhing in pain, his leg still backwards. Roman walked over to Jack and bent
down. Jack tried to wiggle away.
“Hold still,” Roman said. He grabbed Jack’s deformed leg by the
ankle with his right hand. He put his left hand on Jack’s thigh as if to steady
it. “This is going to be very painful, but it’s going to fix you. Okay Jack?”
Jack stopped crying, and nodded with fear.
Roman gave a hard yank. A loud pop came from his knee, the same
sound that dislocated it. Jack’s leg was straight again, but he continued to
bellow.
Roman turned toward Scotty and Pick. “Heather and I will take care
of Tony. Make sure he gets home safely.” Roman pointed toward Johnny, a blood
and mud-soaked carcass.
VII
Roman’s door was already open when we got there. The disaster area
I expected to see did not exist. The book pages were all picked up exposing the
shine of the hardwood floors. The splintered pieces of the wall were replaced
and already painted. Johnny’s artwork was already replaced with new transparent
covering, every baseball player still intact and in its respective place.
Roman’s anal-retentive nature got the best of him on his day off from school.
Not only did he build the perfect ambush at the Hollow, but he also played
janitor and maintenance man at home. Most people would have said there weren’t
enough hours in the day to accomplish both feats.
Heather stopped me once we were inside the door and propped me up
against the wall. She took off my shoes, pulled my shirt over my head, and
stripped me down, careful to get mud only in the bare minimal spots of the
room. In the end I stood in my boxers and socks. Heather retrieved a warm
washcloth from the bathroom. She wiped the grime from my ears, eyes, and mouth.
“You’re still bleeding over your left eye,” she said, looking
concerned but unattached, like I was the last patient of the day. “You’ve got a
cut on your stomach too.”
She moved the cloth down to my stomach, and dabbed the blood.
“I’m really hurting a little lower than that,” I said smiling and
patting my crotch lightly.
Heather opened the palm of my hand and slapped the wet rag on it.
“Only a man could think of sex while he’s on his last leg.”
I tried to laugh, but the slightest vibration made my ribs feel like
they were going to pop out of my torso. Heather helped me to the couch.
Roman entered, followed by Carl who was carrying a tackle box.
“I know fishing is good for a lot of things, but I don’t think it’s
gonna help me this time,” I said looking at Roman.
Carl set the box on the table in front of me and opened it. It was
actually a tackle box, but instead of containing the usual hooks and lures, it
was filled with thread, needles, and little cans. Carl handed one of the
needles and cans to Roman. Roman walked off not asking what to do with them. I
heard the stove ignite.
Carl laid me down on the couch and then bent down to his knees. He
took the rag out of my hand, and touched up the area directly over my left
eyebrow.
“The fuckers got at you pretty good, eh?” Carl asked.
“Eh,” I said back.
“No worries, Carl will fix it,” he said.
Roman returned with a fire hot needle, four aspirin, a small glass,
and a bag of frozen peas. He gave me the medicine and the glass. Carl took the
needle. Heather got the peas and held them up to her jaw. I swallowed the
aspirin and threw back the liquid in the glass, expecting it to be water. The
liquid in the glass was warm and tasted awful. I fought off the sensation of
gagging. I looked in the glass to see the green tea.
“That’s fucking awful,” I said.
“Tell me about it,” Heather pitched in.
“Drink the rest of it now,” Carl said as he threaded his needle.
“You’re not serious?” I blabbed.
“Just do it,” Roman said in an unsympathetic tone.
“It gets better as you drink it,” Heather said.
“Yeah, because it eats away your taste buds,” I said. “What the
hell is this shit anyway?”
“A little of this, a little of that,” Carl answered.
I forced myself to finish it.
“Now this will hurt a bit my friend, don’t move,” Carl said, opening
his eyes wide as if to make sure they were working properly.
Heather walked around to the end of the couch, and put both hands on
the sides of my head. My left eye was swollen shut, so I didn’t have to close
it. Carl began to stitch the gash above it. The needle wasn’t as painful as I
expected. With my good eye, I could see sweat forming on the crevices of Carl’s
wrinkled forehead. The perspiration was no doubt caused by his unwavering
concentration. After the eye, Carl did the place on my stomach.
He put the needle back in the fishing kit, and pulled out two cans
and a small bowl. Carl poured the contents of the cans into the bowl. Yellow
powder flowed from one and dark blue from the other. Roman bent down to the
bowl and splashed a very small amount of water into it. Carl produced a short
flat wooden spoon and began to mix the ingredients together. It reminded me of
the spoon that came with the chocolate malt ice cream I used to eat at the
ballpark when I was a kid. Carl stirred. Roman put in the droplets of water,
but only at Carl’s request. The result was a dark green slime, much like the
stuff that was put on Roman’s arm. This was thicker though. Carl put a good
amount of it on the flat spoon and then spackled it above my eye. The shit
burned. Did I just drink that stuff? I think the answer was yes, only a
thinner, toned down version of it.
After he was done spackling my eye and stomach, Carl stuck a
band-aid on both places. He packed up all his tools into the tackle box and
stood at the door. He was some warped distortion of a doctor holding his little
medical bag, visiting the house in the 1800’s.
“No worries,” he said. “Good as new in a day.”
I wondered if that was the standard prognosis for all of his
patients.
Roman went to his dresser and grabbed a pair of sweats for me.
“Who the fuck are you?” I asked.
Roman looked at me like I was joking.
“I’m serious, who are you?”
“I don’t understand the question?”
“Yeah you do Roman. You understand just about everything. You’re a
human calculator. You’re a master mechanic. You’ve got patience that makes Job
look like a whining baby. You read by the book, not the page. You speak God
knows how many languages. You live by yourself even though you’re only in high
school. You never talk about your past. And most important, you made beating
the shit out of Johnny the Killer, a guy mind you that has never come close to
losing a fight, a guy that is almost a half a foot taller than you and outweighs
you by a good seventy pounds, look like a stroll in fuckin’ park. People don’t
just wake up one day and do the things you do. We’re your friends. We deserve
some answers.”
The tone in my voice even scared me a little. Roman could see I was
serious.
“You’re right,” he said. “People don’t just wake up that way, not
in their entirety anyway. Some parts of who I am are best left alone.”
For the first time since meeting him, Roman was visibly shaken.
Heather noticed it immediately. She put her free hand in his.
“Look Roman,” Heather said as she took the frozen peas from her
face. “Tony’s right. We are your friends. And that means friends through the
good and the bad. Friends no matter what. Everybody makes mistakes. Everybody
has skeletons.”
“Skeletons.” Roman repeated the word, the look on his face was a
smile but I’m sure it was meant to be a frown or maybe something worse. “You
have no idea. But you are right. We are friends, and in being so, you deserve
to know the whole story.”
Roman, still grasping Heather’s hand, led her over to the couch.
Heather sat down next to me; we were two kindergartens about to be
read a story just before naptime. We never took our eyes off of the janitor.
Roman gazed toward the front window imagining and remembering, like it was being
shown to him through old home movies. He began to tell his story.